February 2010
“How was I supposed to concentrate on my mental health when my therapist was...”
– E. Lockhart/Ruby Oliver
“There comes a time when the world gets quiet and the only thing left is your own...”
– Sarah Dessen
All That I Want- The Weepies
I actually think that this is a Christmas song. But that doesn’t mean I can’t really enjoy it in January does it?
There are many books that represent my childhood
And it just strikes me as funny how all of the world is now turning them into super indie things. I think it’s great how they’re getting all this recognition now, don’t get me wrong. But they’ve also been turned into mass-marketing stuff that’s all there for super big hipster companies to make some money. And I miss the says when they were all just simple bed-time...
“It is impossible to live without failing at something, unless you live so...”
– J.K. Rowling
January 2010
HOCKEY GAMES
with Weasley Twin Xorcrux Gred!
Fun times.
(Shawtay)
(Harraay)
Aw, snitch, get your wands ready, its about to go down. All da wizards in the place hit the effin track, but stay on your muddabloodin toes. We runnin this. Lets go. I’m on a train. I’m on a train. Everybody look at me cause I’m ridin on a train. I’m on a train. I’m on a train. Take a good, hard look at the muddabloodin train. I’m on a train muddblood...
Word isn’t working. My computer has become such a retarded fuck. And all I can do is sit on this couch like a fat old lady with rotting fatness and listen to Regina Spektor. I’m really sad for Ms. Grace :( It’s kind of made this whole day sad. Because she’s just such a great teacher lady and everything. Aww. Plus finals take all of the fun out of life. At least they...
194 out of 200
On my Spanish final!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Exciting stuff.
Today was sad. But parts were alright. Uhhggg homework? What is this? A whole page. Um fuck.
Wizard swears, venting my frustration and anxiety.
Blast-ended skank! Hagrid’s buttcrack! Unicorn turds! Flobby wanded dementor buggerer! Dobby’s sock!
Your mother is a *(@#*#@#@*ing*#*(@(@*#(fhdjksl*#(3@!*(@!(*&(republican@&*!@*(#@*&#h#@*(&@*(#*(@)(*(*%*))@#$%^&*(&^#$%^&*($#$%^%$*^%*
Oh, unicorn turds.
SHIT FUCK ASS BITCH HOE WIZARD SWEARS
Oh no oh no, I HAVE SUCH BAD TEST ANXIETY.
Math, AP Human Geography
Finals. Oh no. Oh no, oh no, oh no. I am going to freak out and forget everything. EVERYTHING! Especially APHG. Oh no. What I need is a day between every final for rest and relaxation.
I got accepted, I got accepted :)
So my pre-application to be an exchange student got it’s ass ACCEPTED! WOOOOHOOOO! I’m so excited. So now it’s just this big huge butt of an application to fill out. Oh boy!
UK, Spain, Denmark. Fun stuff.
Sleepless in Seattle. Anastasia. Maybe Tarzan.
I want to go scene kid watching with Xoe and I want to eat pretzel dogs. Ain’t gonna happen.
So I Have a problem.
I’m shit at speaking in front of people. During vocab bingo, I had to stand up and read the words allowed and I had a panic attack in front of the entire class. And I was hyperventalating and then I almost started crying. Because I was reading VOCAB DEFINITIONS. What the fuck? And then I was shaking really badly. And I had to ask my teacher if I could read them sitting down because...
Hey, you know what?
I like it when people are a little superficial. It’s just part of life, part of being honest, part of who everyone is.
“I actually think going to university will make me a better actress. The...”
– Emma Watson
Oh snap,
I should have gotten more shirts.
Gotta find a way to get home strong, gotta find a way back home.
Contemplation.
“Terror washed over him as he lay on the floor, with that funeral drum pounding inside him. Would it hurt to die? All those times he had thought that it was about to happen and escaped, he had never really thought of the thing itself: His will to live had always been so much stronger than his fear of death. Yet it did not occur to him now to try to escape… It was over, he knew it, and...
I like making lists of my favorite things.
Animal: Owl/Elephant. Ever since my dad and I first read Owl Moon and ever since I got to pet that elephant at the zoo when I was a baby.
Book: The Lovely Bones, The Truth About Forever, The Shadow of the Wind, The Theif Lord.
Series: Harry Potter. Hahh I bet you thought I was going to say that for book didn’t you?
Song: Cosmic Love- Florence and the Machine.
Movie: The Edge of Love.
...
It's strange
to me that I’ve watched each of my middle school friends get boyfriends on by one. Almost the entirety of my school seems to have lost their virginities. Many of them, before the end of freshman year. Everyone’s had a boyfriend. Everyone. But not me. And most of my close friends have remained boyfriend-less as well. I don’t know if I really have a problem with the lack of...
Prompt: If Amy Biehl hadn’t died when she was...
Maybe it’ll be easier if I try to write it on tumblr? Who am I kidding, it’ll be shit no matter what. Oh well. Here goes…….
I think that if Amy Biehl had not died, a lot might be different, possibly in negative ways. Her parents became very involved in the cause she was fighting for after she died, and it is likely that, had she survived, they might not have. I think that...
colormeonce:
Yep.
..And that’s why we’re still friends :D
Jeggings are all I can wear. It’s kind of concerning.
I'm too bored
to sleep.
Water for Elephants is a very good book.
Today consisted of:
Eating too many sandwiches.
Watching Mean Girls.
Watching over half of the first season of the O.C.
Being depressed about how horrible the rest of the O.C. is because it never is captivating after the first season.
Watching Harry Potter three.
Many fits of listlessness.
Doing laundry.
Hot chocolate.
Uhhhmmm.. Spanish homework.